Those Summers without sun

i spent a long long time
just thinking about myself
what i had to realize is
that my memories fade away
what remains of my time
are the moments that i hate
where are the days when i felt fine

now i´m wearing a mask
i got marks on my chest
but i learned how to hide
sometimes i cry
cause my whole life´s a lie
i´m too weak to stand the truth

so many sleepless nights
so many dreams that i´ve lost
now i can no more
oh i can´t ignore

i saw houses breaking down
i watched the dead (murderer passing by)
come back to life
maybe it was too much for me
(just) more than i can ever take

that´s why i´m always on the run
and on the way i always lose
it´s like those summers without sun

now i´m wearing a mask
i got marks on my chest
but i learned how to hide
sometimes i cry
cause my whole life´s a lie
i´m too weak to stand the truth

so many sleepless nights
so many dreams that i´ve lost
now i can no more
oh i can´t ignore

another day another one dies
another mama who starts to cry
oh wats this life for
i can´t stand it anymore

so many sleepless nights
so many dreams that i´ve lost
now i can no more
oh i can´t ignore