Alive

it´s been so long since i´ve been gone,
there`s no way back and damn it wasn´t wrong
you´ve changed my world almost every day,
you´ve played your role, held me back to stay
i´ve felt abused - so insecure,
has taken me some time just to be real sure
to get control and proove the theory,
that too much pressure is destroying me

can you feel what´s inside of me,
just learn what i´m about,
now go and search the answers
cause if you´re away then i´m alive.

i wish you away

i remember all the crab you´ve said,
every single word stucks in my head
you better would have noticed when,
i´ve tried to show you who i am,
but you told me how to live and squeeze
and i never found a place to breathe
yes it´s been so long since our love has gone
and still you´re proud of what you´ve said an done

can you feel what´s inside of me,
just learn what i´m about,
now go and search the answers
cause if you´re away then i´m alive.

i wish you away